sleepless nights everyday...

DENG!!!! DENG!!! DENG!!!!
whatdahell am i doing at this time!!! its already in the morning and i am still not on bed!! WHY?!!!
sighhh.. End of the year is coming soon, another 1 year had passed.. time passes so fast, many things had happened this year..ip and downs, good, bad, happy, sad and many other memories i had.. experienced and learned some new things at the same time too.. and we wont know what is gonna happen in the coming future..things just cant go so well as what i want.. life is truly a challenge for us!!(gary's quote) HAHA...without challenges then what are we living for?? without all challenges there are no fun! no joy! u cant live in this world so easily and peacefully as how u want it to be...
day by days pass and there are lots of tough walls have to be passed in the future..

Fatty Boon! dun la so emo my fren.. sometimes u have to loose somethings in order to get a better things. being together for so long neither a good thing for both sides too because they had already understand each other too over so it will cause them break off. dun think bout the memories that u had with your partner so u force yourself to get back with ya partner.. it wont bring any happiness for u. u will suffer for that in the future. Trust me for tat! we cant be greedy in some things! god wants us to lose things in order to replace a better things for u.. let bygone be gone..just follow wad is your heart feels like doing.. ask yourself about that.. i know its hard but lets try our best...

month of december is gonna be a busy month and a tough month for me.. BIG SIGHH!!
gonna have training in the morning(6am to 8am) and evening (6pm-8pm) for waterpolo and im gonna work everyday too.. can i manage to do it?? Maybe u might think that why am i so hardworking instead of jus stick my ass at home to rest during sem break.. Well, i jus have my own purpose, jus doesnt feel like wanna stay at home doing nonsence like a bloody retarded fella who will goes crazy! gonna have a reli tough month for me till da sem starts again..doesnt wanna think so much reli.. fed up!!